November 2009
81 posts
I feel like this is a game.
so, I have this pattern when it comes to guys, maybe we all do ladies. But anytime I’m moving along by myself (by that I mean not talking to any guys or dating), it only takes ONE guy to hit me up for the others to come after mee. What in the world. Now this past week, I’ve had a lot going on between family, friends, school etc. and one guy that I’m interested in or was...
Nov 30th
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Listenreenie: Bad Romance - Lady Gaga
Nov 29th
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i'm wondering if it's YOU i'm missing, or if i'm...
gaaazell: …..nah, it’s you.  exact same question i been asking myself!! thanks for putting it in words gazell ha
Nov 29th
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Nov 29th
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ListenLagrimas - Aventura
Nov 29th
The Notebook
This is my first time watching this movie, and yes I’m pretty damn late. I have no idea why I’m watching this thoughh!  Definitely didn’t know it was about summer romance. C’mon thats just not helping me with everything going on ha. But I just can’t stop, might as well finish it . ha
Nov 29th
sent my completed apps for ODU and Radford. now just need to finish essays for GMU and VCU. Dios Mio this is such a new process lol :/
Nov 28th
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Listenest110590: Hurt - Drake .mp3 new favorite drake...
Nov 28th
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love?
Did it ever occur to you that I endured the pain of love just for you? The pain was like….pulling out my heart out of my own body , just so I could give it to you. Maybe you don’t realize that.. even though I’m here dying for your love, your heart. You still have your heart and mines. You’re still alive poking at my heart. You’ve cheated me. Never thought love was...
Nov 28th
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Nov 27th
Nov 26th
happy thanksgiving
I just finished baking the apple pie and sweet potatoe pie. Also the ham is done along with the collard greens :] can’t wait for tomorrow, Thank God everything’s working out .. <3
Nov 26th
today i am thankful for cornelius or however you...
melanieeev: sometimes i love corny mayo. sometimes he freaks me out. :)  lmao and he brought chicken!
Nov 26th
Nov 25th
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Nov 25th
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WatchWatch
gamjay: Trey Songz “I invented sex” Beautiful.  well, trey ur a freak l0l
Nov 25th
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So my dad comes home,
gives me a kiss and says, “So I heard you gotta headache. You need to take some iron,” me..”No, I just haven’t eaten anything all day..” “You haven’t eaten anything? You still haven’t eaten!?” me..” No, I already ate..” “So you feel better?” me..” ehh Yeah I do.” “You still need to take some...
Nov 24th
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Nov 24th
Nov 24th
“Success is liking yourself, liking what you do, and liking how you do it.”
– Maya Angelou (via kari-shma)
Nov 24th
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Listengraveyardshiftin: The Dream - Hater can’t front...
Nov 23rd
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Listenanditslove: Alicia Keys - Try Sleeping With a...
Nov 23rd
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Nov 23rd
Nov 23rd
“I was there when evil succeeded. It is your own choice to make a difference or...”
– Hans L. (via americaneulogy)
Nov 23rd
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Nov 23rd
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Nov 22nd
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why do I am I easily distracted?
I’m trying to do so many things, and time is passing by so quickly! Everytime I do something, someone or somethings gets me distracted aha. I blame myself for being so weak ahaha. My priorities are haywired at the moment I keep texting this guy who I just met friday. and then I’m thinkin about another guy ahaha what in the world! I need to get it together ;]
Nov 22nd
wow, so while I was sitting on the couch watching a movie, I thought about you.. the image was so strong in my head and I felt everything like you were there. ha It was a pretty nice feeling, actually it’s still stuck in my head. You’re smile is so cute :] and your arms aha. Good night. Asha
Nov 22nd
I've come to realize.
donaballin: Every time I think I become best friends with someone at school, it never stays. Its been four years. I’ve tried to make long term best friends every year. But none of them stay. I always get pushed away. I care more than they do. In conclusion, I just don’t want to care about people anymore. I’m tired of being nice. Its my senior year. I’m ready to leave, everything and start...
Nov 22nd
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Friday: I went to school and had an okay day lol. Then I came home talked to my moms about stupid security guards officers lol. Caroline called me and we talked for a while until I realized how much time had passed. I had to get a list of reggae songs for Ashley’s party and leave the house to go to Botanical gardens for volunteer work. That lasted from 5 to like 8. Once I got home I rushed...
Nov 21st
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ListenS E X therapy … robinThicke.  I like this....
Nov 19th
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i just painted my nail with the nail polish...
I hate that I get distracted so easily lol. getting things done early just isn’t enough motivation for me! I need to change that though lol. At the moment I am writing this prescribed title. half way done :] then I will do my last statistics homework and then get ready for Caroline’s Church dinner :] Ready, Set, gooooooooooo! I have just over 800 words on this paper. just need...
Nov 15th
love my friends. love my fam. they keep me going!
Nov 15th
going going . ..
melanieeev: HAIRtrim .. mos’deff not getting it all chopped off. getting bangs again? i’m hesitant, haha. shopping shopping shopping, haaaay :) getting birthday gifts for the whole world today. party party party ;) happy 18th birthday to my giiiirL, asha zebra eaaarle !  thanks dearest!!!!
Nov 14th
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Thank you Lord for allowing me to be alive on my 18th birthday :] It’s so excitingggggg <3
Nov 14th
Nov 13th
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so just had an unexpected visit, but I was planning on having the house to my self; to take a shower, blast the music, and get some foood. now I can’t do that and I’m hungry but I don’t have enough for errrrybody lmao. ughhh
Nov 13th
A cuddle buddy would be greatly appreciated right...
(via americaneulogy) I’m comin Mariahhhhh. lmao I agree though ! this weather is just made for cuddling haha
Nov 13th
honestly,
i miss the attention i was getting, i miss you, i miss getting a phone call or text everyday if not multiple times in a day. I miss spending hours with you doing simple shxt, i miss kissing you, i miss joking around with you…. I hate that i have to put on a mask and act like im fine with everything because part of me isn’t…Why do the good things in life drift away? Why are...
Nov 13th
Nov 12th
Agenda for today:
 Thank the Lord for a roof over my head b/c this weather is crazy! , rewrite PT, study for Biology, Watch a movie, chill out :]
Nov 12th
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Nov 11th
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woke up earlyyy this morning. like 6am got out of bed at around 8:30 took a refreshing shower finished psychology homework and spanish homework fed the fish upstairs, downstairs, and the dog. got me some food. Started brainstorming for this prescribed title. Now trying to brainstorm some more. So that when I start typing it up I will be full of words lOl. ahhh So happy we don’t have...
Nov 11th
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Nov 11th
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I realize that my mother’s tired, but damn why did I have to get all the screams and yells. I know dad’s got you pissed of and that dumbass LADY does too, but geeesh woman ! you made me feel like shit today. the fact that you were hella random wasn’t cool neither. I even had a response to the whole situation before all of this. But you know what it’s okay. I’m...
Nov 10th
“Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is,...”
– Greys Anatomy (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Nov 10th
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I cried
madisonanne: ashabobasha: myself to sleep last night for the first time in a long time. Every little negative thing I’ve said about myself hit me. I felt so ugly, helpless, out of control, stupid, ridiculous, and so on. I just didn’t know where to turn because words couldn’t describe the anger and confusion I had for myself. My eyes felt swollen when I woke up this morning and I cut in front...
Nov 9th
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